Sense of urgency...Yeah, that's what I need...a sense of urgency. When I realized 'I had time...' (or did I realize time isn't real? Still trying to explain my strange change) I lost the sense of urgency.

Now I am sinking into the quicksand of inactivity. Must get a sense of urgency. Yet, I can't even a have a sense of urgency about my lack of a sense of urgency.